ohnofeelstho | spies and parents never sleep

Cassian has done two other stints in this hangar before now; one of the bosses is an Alliance contact, and it's such a middle grade business that Imperial ships only come through when they don't want anything to be official. He's met a handful of people through here, pilots, mechanics, and civilians alike. It's part of why he was chosen for this mission now, because Cassian Acuerdo had already vaguely existed on Coruscant. He's just not expecting other aspects of these other lives to show up.

He's working on a ship when someone tells him his wife is here, and the smile that slips onto his face isn't forced. He jogs over to his office, more of a tiny open workbench with thin metal sheets to box off the sides. It's covered in grease and spare parts, but there's a picture of Jyn and Rey tucked up in the corner.

"What a surprise," he says, tucking his arm at the small of her back. He leans down to kiss Jyn's forehead, then Rey's, practically melting over the way she's bundled in her carrier. "Is everything okay?"

"Hi." Wow, Jyn, wipe that dopey smile off your face, it's disgusting. But he's so cute. With Rey, he's so cute with Rey. Regardless of whether she manages to get the smile off her face (she doesn't), she tugs at the knot in the fabric to release it in order to scoop Rey out and shove her into Cassian's arm.

"Nothing is wrong, don't worry. She simply missed you and would not be quiet until we walked into the hangar." She either loves ships or Cassian. Maybe both, but definitely Cassian.

She huffs a sigh, but still looks happy to be with her two favorite people. "She's never this bad with you."

He wipes off his hands once Jyn starts unwinding the carrier, knowing without question she's planning to shove their daughter into his arms. He shouldn't, because work, but he also never says no to it.

"Hello, little star!" His voice is bright and Rey coos gleefully when Cassian takes her. "It's so good to see your face!" Rey babbles again and flails her arms, happy to be hanging and dangling her feet with her father's face right there.

He shoots Jyn a wry look before he tucks Rey into a proper one armed hold. She immediately gums at the open pocket on his vest. "She is, but apparently only when you are not around too."

"We can't be together all the time," Jyn argues, rolling her eyes at the baby but for once not arguing that Rey is worse with her than she is with Cassian. Maybe she will concede that they're daughter is simply obsessed with the presence of both her parents and won't quiet until they're together. "You have s job, I have one in theory."

One she is going back to! Eventually! Soonish. Probably soonish.

"Are you listening, Rey?" She murmurs one of Cassian's sweet Fest pet names at her, leaning in to kiss their daughter on the forehead in turn. "Papa needs to work or you'll starve, so quit fussing."

Rey blows a spit bubble at her.

Rey always seems to be on her baby equivalent of best behavior when the three of them are in the same room, it hasn't escaped Cassian's notice. "She will get used to it." A beat. "Or we will get used to the fussing, I suppose."

He smiles at the way Jyn talks to her, heart skipping a beat when he hears her using Fest, and he lets out a quiet little laugh when Rey just spits in response. "I think that particular bubble is meant to be disagreement."

Rey has so many. Spit bubbles are basically becoming her first language. "You'd think for someone always so hungry, she would be more supportive of her parents at work."

Jyn snorts a laugh, crinkling her nose. "I don't think she's made the correlation between her Mama eating and her milk. I need to eat too, you silly bun."

Seriously, this woman has a never ending supply of nicknames for Rey, to the point that it's more often a nickname than her given name.

"I am sorry to interrupt, but I didn't think you'd mind the break considering she's quite adorable." Not to mention that Cassian's own boss thinks Rey is a delight and Jyn makes a point to let him see the baby whenever they stop by, even if only for a few moments. It's strange to her how many people between both their jobs adore Rey, but it's sort of nice.

The nicknames are endless and always adorable and Cassian loves them all.

He wriggles his fingers in front of Rey's face, and she jerks in his arm excitedly, reaching out to try and grab them. "It was just about time for a break. She is the perfect incentive." She grabs his thumb and shrills victoriously. "Maybe too big an incentive." Because now he just wants to go home with them when they leave!

On the other side of the hangar, a woman walks in. She's human, tall and curvy with brown skin and dark hair. She moves between the ships, speaking to the boss that adores Rey, who eventually gestures over in Cassian's direction.

He doesn't notice yet, too distracted by playing with his daughter, but she seems to hone in on his location. As she makes her way over, he looks up with a double take just as she speaks. "Cassian?"

Another person addressing Cassian makes Jyn reach out to take Rey back, almost an automatic action. She could just was easily fight someone, but she feels more comfortable when Cassian is free to act without having to worry about keeping hold of their daughter at the same time.

Rey bleats unhappily, however, and Jyn looks between Cassian and the newcomer. She's tall. Tall and pretty and Jyn wouldn't normally use the word sultry, but that's honestly it. The way her clothes drape over her curves is tantalizing. Her hair is so long and glossy.

She doesn't look like she belongs winding through a dirty, greasy hangar.

He misses Rey immediately once Jyn takes her from his arm, even tilting himself with her like he wants to take her right back. He knows why Jyn pulls her away, can't even blame her. Stranger danger. Only the woman is not a stranger to him at all, and he suddenly feels anxious.

"Hello, Taia." He says her name for Jyn's benefit, just so she knows there's no immediate threat. He's clearly familiar with her.

Taia smiles, friendly without being flirty; she looks over to nod at Jyn too, stealing a glance at the baby, before turning back to Cassian. "And here I thought you were never coming back to Coruscant."

Cassian huffs a little. "Life had other plans. You know how it goes."

"Good to see you're still vague as hell." She looks back at Jyn and rolls her eyes at Cassian's expense.

Jyn's hand flutters to Rey's head, coaxing her to tuck it down against Jyn's shoulder, peering out with her big, dark eyes.

Who the fuck is this? Why is she rolling her eyes at Jyn like they know each other? Why is she so familiar to Cassian? What is happening? It's obvious that she isn't a work friend and context leads Jyn to believe she knows Cassian from before, a previous exploit on the planet.

Part of her wants to interrupt, to ask all her questions, but she stays silent, mouth slanted down in a faint frown. She doesn't manage to find anything to say that doesn't feel stupid or wrong so she continues to stay silent.

Jyn not responding at all is sending strange alarms off in his head. Taia however doesn't seem bothered by the silence; her demeanor stays chill and friendly, even almost relaxed.

"It's also good to see you," she adds on with that same familiarity.

"Likewise." He fidgets, so subtle probably only Jyn would notice. After a moment, he settles a hand on her back. "This is my wife, Jyn, and our daughter."

Taia's eyes widen in surprise, but she looks delighted if not confused. "Life really did have other plans!"

Didn't it though.

Jyn feels stiff and awkward under Cassian's gentle touch. This unfairly beautiful woman knew Cassian before and looks so confused that he would be married and Jyn can only assume it's because of her. Maybe she's not Cassian's type. Why does that make her feel so off balance? They're not really married! They're coworkers, this is a job, the only thing that ties them together is the baby who has grabbed Jyn's crystal to gum on.

She settles a smile across her expression, stilted. "He really doesn't seem like the settling down type, does he?" Looking up at Cassian the smile comes a little easier, a little apologetic before she turns her attention back to Taia. "But he's like an old Alderaanian lady. He knits."

So many other plans. There are a lot of things happening in this conversation and Rey chewing on the crystal is the only part he likes. Instead of relaxing under his touch like he's gotten used to, Jyn is tense. It helps when she smiles at him.

Taia brightens once Jyn talks though, like she's glad to hear it. "He never wanted to settle before. Insisted it wasn't his thing! Didn't even want kids! But now look at this beautiful baby!"

Everyone loves Rey. Everyone.

"He only ever sewed around me," she adds with a grin like she's been brought in on a secret.

"It's similar in concept," he says with a sigh.

"You're old... friends?"

She was trying to be casual, but it came out less than casual and Jyn feels her discomfort only increase at her own stupidity. What is she being so stupid about! There is nothing to be possessive of. Kriff, if Cassian wanted to resume his friendship with this beautiful, friendly, gorgeous, tall woman... Jyn would have nothing to say.

They're not married.

He can do what he wants.

It's the question he least wanted asked and the one most obvious in wait. Jyn is very clearly uncomfortable but Cassian can do little to mitigate that right now.

Taia smiles gently, like she too wants to reassure. "A little more I'm afraid, but it's not like this one let it get very serious. Friends is fairly apt in the end." She looks back to Cassian and her expression looks more oops. "Sorry, I should have left that to you."

He sighs again, barely perceptible and drums his fingers on Jyn's back. That's the nicest way Taia could have said basically friends with benefits, because it isn't like Cassian ever allowed for a lot of romance. Casual dating? Maybe? He didn't love Taia. Why is this happening, he's married.

Fake married, but he still wants Jyn to be fine. "It was a couple years ago, before I left Coruscant."

"Before we met." Right before they met according to the timeline of their fake romance. Hell, this woman might have overlapped with the idea of Jyn. Maybe that's lucky because Jyn has learned how to lie, but not well enough to keep her discomfort under wraps. Cassian was sleeping with her while Jyn was in prison.

Oh.

She's jealous.

Luckily Rey yanks on Jyn's necklace had enough to make her jump, focus ripped from someone Cassian actually had a relationship with, however casual. "Rey, stop it." She tries to pry the crystal from Rey's tiny fingers in order to tuck the necklace back into her shirt, but the baby has it in a death grip and Jyn automatically looks up at Cassian. "Can you..."

Do something, Papa, while Jyn finally relaxes a little against him, murmuring something rude and exasperated about their daughter in Grange. At least this will always be hers.

"A while before we met," he clarifies, though he doesn't know why. Whatever he got up to before Jyn shouldn't matter within the confines of the mission but... it does. It matters to him that she understands, and it makes him anxious that he can't explain better yet.

Fortunately Rey chooses that moment to remind them all she exists, and Cassian lets out a puff of a laugh. He doesn't even think about the way he leans in, gently prying Rey's tiny fingers one by one off the crystal. "Don't choke your mama," he scolds, and Rey makes a grumpy face, trying to make a grab for the crystal as he holds it out of her reach. Without thinking, he pulls at the collar of Jyn's shirt and drops the necklace inside.

Taia softly sighs, clutching a hand to her heart as Rey throws her tiny tantrum. "She is so cute, Cassian."

He kisses her forehead and she gurgles grumpily. "I might be biased to agree."

Barely before they met in the story of their relationship. It shouldn't matter, it doesn't matter, but she doesn't like it.

"She's something," Jyn vaguely agrees, shifting Rey to the opposite hip so she can stare at her Papa like she prefers, kicking her feet unhappily. She has no toys anymore and no one is playing with her specifically so she thinks this is stupid, babbling unhappy noises at her parents, tiny little hands curled into fists.

How dare they.

Cassian can tell Jyn doesn't like it, which leaves him with a lot to unpack, but he's too busy trying to manage the current conversation first.

"Ooooh, look at her little grumpy face!" Taia coos, letting out a chime of laughs.

Rey looks over at the sound of the strange laugh, and she blows another spit bubble in her direction. Taia just laughs again, utterly charmed, while Rey keeps kicking her feet in a huff against Jyn and starts shaking her arms.

"Did you bring her tooka?" It's the quickest solution to staving off further frustration. He runs his hand over her tiny head, and she smacks his wrist with her still fisted hands. She babbles at him with gumption, staring tunnel visioned at her papa.

"And have her fling it off the monorail to its death? Of course I didn't bring it." She realizes too late that her tone is too sharp, too short, and she breathes out a sigh, rubbing her forehead. She should apologize, especially in front of Cassian's friend.

She doesn't.

Instead she bounces Rey on her hip, rubbing her back, frowning. "I'll take her home so you two can catch up." Slapping a smile on her face, she turns to Taia. "It was nice to meet you. You're more than welcome to come for dinner, although I can't cook so it'll be be something from the grocer's on the way home."

It's fine, she's fine.

He stiffens at her tone. It's not the first time she's snapped at him, but they tend to reserve that for private. Each thing she says pinches his chest, and his face falls when she announces her departure with Rey.

Taia seems to sense something awkward going on, staying quiet save for when Jyn addresses her. She offers her own smile, polite but wry. "I'm afraid I'm only here for business, so I may have to decline this evening, but thank you. It was lovely to meet you too, Jyn."

Cassian just looks like he wants to reach out for them, and Rey fusses when the distance between her and her papa grows. "I'll bring something home," he says a little weakly. He wants to argue for her to stay, but he knows that's a bad idea.

She's not fine. He's not sure he is either.

Jyn at the very least makes Rey wave to Cassian before she turns to leave, tucking Rey into the carrier as she goes. Rey's wails of displeasure travel back through the hangar before the door slams shut behind them.

Once home Jyn manages to settle her with a bath but when she tries to get her out, Rey kicks off again and Jyn decides that this isn't a battle she cares about winning so Rey gets to stay in the bath until she decides she wants to get out. Which is fine, Jyn tugs her out for a few minutes to make a cup of tea, holding her all sopping wet against her chest regardless of how wet she's getting herself, and then they just hang out in the bathroom. Rey splashes in the tub, babbling at the bubbly water in delight, and Jyn sips her tea as she leans against the vanity.

Occasionally Rey will bleat for attention and Jyn will tell her a story, telling Rey all about the adventures she went on with her own mother and about all the planets she's seen. "You'll see it one day, starshine. It's cold, but the water is so blue, like the planet has two skies."

Taia does not stick around much longer; she really is on business in the hangar, and she apologizes several times over for causing any sort of rift. Cassian just feels strange talking to her, with little desire to reconnect even as friends. He just feels too different now.

Still, he doesn't come home until dinner time because of work. True to his word, he does bring with him a bag of take out. He comes inside quietly, listening and hearing wife and daughter in the bathroom.

He stops outside the door to hear Jyn talking about her mother, about some far off planet, and his heart sinks again with guilt. Never before now has he felt so strongly about Jyn and Rey getting to leave Coruscant, even if he had to stay behind.

Cassian raps gently on the doorframe after another few moments. "I have food," he says quietly, hoping his voice doesn't carry to interrupt whatever rapport Jyn has with Rey.

Rey shrieks in delight when she hears Cassian and Jyn stretches out to peel the door open so Rey can see her father too. She squeals more, splashing so much she nearly tips over before Jyn snaps her hand out to steady her.

"Come on in, she doesn't want to leave." Jyn gestures to her tea as if it's evidence that one of them isn't moving anytime soon. At least her shirt is starting to dry, so there's that.

She looks up at Cassian as Rey continues to happily babble. "Did you enjoy your reunion? She's very pretty." Which has nothing to do with the point or even the question, but there it is. She was very gorgeous and tall and delightful and it's fine. Jyn's fine. Cassian deserves someone gorgeous and tall and delightful.

Even with the weirdness, Rey's happy shriek for him teases a smile on his face. He sets the food outside the door before coming inside, smiling softly at his daughter who apparently just wants to splash into infinity.

It fades a little, when Jyn brings it all up again, but he still tickles under Rey's chin. Jyn is prettier, he thinks, startled by the thought and how much he'd argue it. "She left, about ten minutes after you did."

Rey kicks some water at his shirt gleefully. He feels like he needs to explain a lot but he doesn't really know where to start. Instead he just splashes some of the water at Rey's belly and she giggles. "You're going to turn into a prune."

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