the first thing a person is supposed to do in an emergency is send a text message

[realists]

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[realists]

Ask me a wuestion and I'll answer it

[evasives]

Could I have done anything differently?

[realists]

No bc you didn't do anything wrong

You were perfect and

Everything

And I convinced myself agaisnt all evidence that you would stop being the wonderful, compassionate, kind, generous man I love and just give up even though I KNOW You aren't like that and you live to fix things

[evasives]

You still love me?

[realists]

[ wait what oh she fucking did that ]

Yeah

Sorry

[evasives]

I don't know how to believe that.

[realists]

You don't have to

[ it would probably be better for him if she hadn't said anything but she did and she can't take it back so maybe she can mitigate it somehow ]

[evasives]

[ but. he wants to. why does he want to? ]

This is just a lot, Jyn.

[realists]

I know

I'll lock up my phone before I take pain pills next time

[evasives]

Its good to be honest

I just wish it was sooner

[realists]

Me too.

[evasives]

We should be having this conversation when you are fully sober.

[realists]

Nothing will change

Maybe I wont be on the floor

[evasives]

You will remember it better.

[realists]

I'm not drunk

[evasives]

But you are on your pain meds.

[realists]

That doesn't mean I forget things, it just means I am not in pain so i can think

[evasives]

Then what else are you thinking?

[realists]

Next time your tio says shit to me I'm should tell him to fuck offf

[evasives]

No one would blame you at this point.

Have you even seen him lately?

[realists]

No

But he's bound to know I'm here, he'll stop by and be nosy soon enough

[evasives]

He is not allowed to stop by without warning.

[realists]

Eso no lo detendra

[ nothing will stop him. ]

[evasives]

I do not let him in with the quarantine.

[realists]

That doesn't mean he won't stop by