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jyn ✧ (ง •̀_•́)ง ✧ erso ([personal profile] realists) wrote in [community profile] ohnofeelstho2017-11-27 11:07 pm
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-04 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
He hears the door open in the midst of strategizing the best way to get the sneaker from his daughter without setting her off, and two seconds later Jyn's voice fills the house.

I'm home!

His stomach rolls over like he's a fucking teenager, as though he isn't having a staredown with his nearly fifteen month old child. Jyn is home. He feels giddy, which is stupid. But she's been gone for what feels like forever, which is also stupid because he'd gone years without seeing her before. Sofia looks towards the sound, eyebrows scrunched in vague recognition, but her grip tightens on the shoe like it's a trick, using Jyn's voice to lure her away from her new favorite thing.

He wants to scoop Sofia up and bolt into the living room, but his hands are still full of dirty dishes, so he hurries to the sink and comes up with a halfway plan as he does. He's definitely luring someone, but it's not his baby. "We are in the kitchen!"

She looks at her father when he calls out, then looks back out in Jyn's vague direction. She bleats out a questioning sound and smacks the shoelace against the chair again.

He beams at her, letting his face light up in the excitement he feels. "Do you know who that is, mija? Should we go say hello?"
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-04 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Cassian looks kind of starstruck when Jyn comes into the kitchen, even if she's just leaning cool and casual against the door frame with a hot dog in hand. It is hands down one of the best things he's seen? She came home, to him, to Sofia, and her face looks as thrilled as his.

"Hi," he gets out, stumbling over what kind of verbal welcome to give her. "Someone broke in to your house."

Sofia has her own ideas. She shrieks a laugh once her brain realizes it's Jyn standing in the doorway, and she gleefully abandons the shoe, using the chair to pull herself up and stomp her little feet all the way over. She grabs at Jyn's pants and smacks her leg, laughing while she does a weird little squat dance in her delight at being in Jyn's presence again.

Cassian's heart basically dissolves, but it's fine, he's fine. His two favorite people in the world, help him. He'll go over to greet her for real in a second, but his baby is dancing with his girlfriend and that's pretty great.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-04 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
He wishes he could have recorded the sight, but Jyn shoving the hot dog in her mouth will just have to exist in memory. Watching the way she completely drowns Sofia in affection and love finally manages to kick him into more of a reaction than staring at her, at least.

Sofia giggles recklessly, winding her tiny hands into Jyn's shirt. "Whale!" she repeats, because that is her hello today.

Cassian comes over after shaking himself out of all that distraction, tucking his hand at Jyn's back so she knows he's there. And... leaving it there, because he's missed her and he wants to hug her, but Sofia is too busy wriggling her feet around and basking in the attention. "She has missed you too," he says softly, and the baby tilts her head just enough to glance at her papa before mimicking Jyn and hiding her little face against her shoulder.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-05 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Oh no. Jyn tugs him in and his arms instantly weave around both of them in the best kind of hug he can offer with a baby sandwiched in tight.

"I missed you too," he says, and she can probably hear the wide smile creeping onto his face. She missed him. Sofia chirrups somewhere between them, and Cassian tilts his head enough to kiss Jyn softly on the head, since her face is buried and he can't kiss her for real yet. He lingers with his lips in her hair, because he really did miss her and he is basking in the ability to hold them both again.

She's back. This is their house now, not just hers, and they get to be here, together. All three of them. It's kind of baffling, but in all the best ways. "Welcome home, Jyn."
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-05 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe that was my intention," he mutters teasingly. It was not, but he does take it as a sign she's happy to be back, as if none of the other indicators were clear.

When she leans up to kiss him, he immediately returns it, and it is only the baby wriggling against him that stops him from trying to take it further. Even so, he's just as insistent about it, pouring back how much he's missed her too against her lips.

Sofia idly paps at both of them on the chest, unbothered by the kissing but casually reminding them she exists. Or maybe she just likes to touch people, this is her version of more affection.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-05 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
There will be more time for that later, because she is back. More kisses, more lounging, more everything again, because they are in the same house. They don't have to drive over, pack up infinite baby things.

Cassian still has his hands on Jyn, her waist and back, because he doesn't want to stop touching her even if the kiss has broken off for now. Sofia's attention is drawn just like his own as she rolls up her sleeve, and Cassian stares down at the brightly colored whale now decorating her arm.

"Whale!" she giggles, reaching out to touch it with her tiny fingers. She runs them over it, poking and rubbing at the shape of the whale on Jyn's skin, trying to figure out why it's stuck there. "Ballena! Ballena!"

Jyn has a new tattoo and it's a whale, and there is literally no way she got this for any other reason besides his daughter, and Cassian doesn't know what to do with that. "You got a whale," he says, softly and maybe a little surprised.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-05 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Sofia is sufficiently distracted by the whale, and Cassian would be too if his gaze didn't rise up to meet hers. She looks awkward and unsure and he wants that to go away.

He smiles at her, a little shyly. She got a whale tattoo, because of Sofia. All her tattoos connect to her family, it's not hard to make that connection. One year ago he was alone in a tiny apartment with an infant, and now he is living with Jyn in a unit that has a real sense of... permanence. She literally got a representation of that inked onto her body, in a much more visible place than the others.

"It does," he tries. "She clearly loves it."

But it's not entirely about Sofia, so he leans in and kisses her cheek. His smile widens. "I like it too."
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-06 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
She is so completely enamored by the whale that Cassian files it away as a distraction to use another time if necessary. Baby being difficult?? Whip out the magic arm whale.

His heart sort of stutters for a second when Jyn says she loves Sofia. On one hand, it makes sense, because she's a baby and it's very difficult to not feel some kind of affection for them. On the other, Jyn loves his daughter. Enough to say so aloud.

"She knows it, and she loves you too. I know she does."

Sofia adores Jyn, she has from nearly the start. The first week or so after she was gone, her absence was very much noticed by both Andors. But hearing Jyn say she loves his daughter makes him feel a little bit more in love with her too.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-05-12 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
It is very much a comfort just knowing that Sofia loves him no matter what. Both because there is someone who will always love him and because he must be doing something right if she can be such a loving baby.

Sofia blinks at Jyn. "Llama?" She recognizes that word!

Jyn's smile is a little weak, and it makes him think he should reign in a little of his own very bright feelings in worry he will overwhelm her? He can't turn them off, but he does bite his cheek to stop his smile from continuing to widen.

"Another tattoo or a toy?"
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-17 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
He can't help the laugh that follows Sofia's tromping over the floor. He squeezes Jyn's hand and tugs her along. "Follow the leader with a toddler can be exhausting, I am not sure you really want to start a game of it right now."

Sofia has reached the door by the time they get there too, and she's reaching up very determinedly for the doorknob which is very much out of reach. "Llama! Llama!" Excuse you, parents, where is this llama?

Cassian scoops her up with one arm, because he doesn't want to let go of Jyn's hand, and together he helps her open up the door where Jyn's bags await. She wriggles around in his arm, bucking against her papa, and he sets her back down. "All right, all right! Calm down, mija."

Sofia lunges for Jyn's bags, but she doesn't know how to work any of the zippers or buckles, so she just starts tugging idly on straps and patting at the outsides. "No llama!"
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-26 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
She does not stay still or quiet, chirping back another "No!" while she practically vibrates at the suitcase. She digs and tosses and Cassian sighs, because his daughter is always messy. Determined, but messy.

Jyn picks up the picture, and he can't help the smile that beams onto his face when he sees it. "I was so proud of finding one that matched! I think abuelita still has it."

They look so young and it feels like ages ago, yet here they are now, back on her front porch holding hands. He looks at her and his smile turns into more of a grin. "You carried this with you?"
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-08-09 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
He gets little flashes of the photos as she collects them, and he wants to take a closer look at them all, but he supposes there will be more time when his baby isn't making a mess. He thinks he spies one more recent, one of him and Sofia, and it makes him feel warm.

Cassian squeezes her hand back, smiling softly at her. She took him with her, up mountains. Her literal dream job. "One day we will go up a mountain together for real."

Sofia shrieks with delight and yanks out her prize at last. "Llama!"

Cassian sighs fondly as she runs her tiny fingers over it, sitting down with a thumb on the porch. She has her toy, she doesn't care about what else came out of the suitcase. "At least she is not saying no."

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