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[personal profile] evasives 2019-01-19 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
He gets the absolute dumbest grin on his face when she climbs into his lap, even if also looks utterly concerned at the same time.

"He is still awake and you have your hand on him!" At least he's laughing about it, setting his own beer and food aside the moment he realizes where she's climbing. He tilts his neck on instinct, opening it up to her whims despite his vocal objections and his now free hands settling on her hips. He's very contrary. "I would very much love nothing more than to play with you, but I am going to be thinking about Mateo right next to us the whole time."
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-02-01 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
"Jyn," he whines, the sort of whine he would deny actually was one. His grip tightens at her hips when she rolls down on him, and all of this is incredibly unfair!

He can't bring himself to quite reject it, not for some seemingly simple kissing, but he knows he would press pause if she tried something more. He spares a glance sideways, where Mateo is oblivious and still gnawing on his mother's finger.

"I know he is completely unaware, but I am not comfortable losing my pants with our son right beside us on the couch." He sounds very breathless but he's trying to be firm about it! She is making it hard. In more ways than one.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-02-24 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
He huffs out a pitiful almost-whine when she suddenly climbs off his lap, hands floundering like he doesn't know where to put them. She probably could have gotten him off on friction like they were teenagers, but there are many ways she can do that with ease now. It comes from knowing each other so well.

"Jyn Erso, you are going to kill me," he says loud enough for her to hear it, dropping his head back into the couch and rubbing the bridge of his nose while he tries to ignore the sudden tightness in his pants. He reaches for his beer to take another swig and resists the urge to follow after her - for about five seconds before he climbs to his feet, sighing again at the way it shifts his pants, before moving to stand in the doorframe of their bedroom.

It's not his fault he wants to watch Jyn put Mateo down to sleep.
Edited (to his seat what???) 2019-02-24 01:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-03-03 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
"I think it would take more effort to get new pants back on, so you can just take these off yourself if you like. Either way I end up sin pijama." Of course he heard her singing it. He likes waiting to see whatever inappropriate song Jyn will sing to their son next, he's keeping a mental list. Eventually it will be a real list, he likes lists.

But.

He gets stuck on that whole, you know, reciprocation thing all over again and can feel little pinpricks of guilt eating away at him. Why should he get to feel good when currently his amazing girlfriend is literally medically barred from the same?? "You know I am still second guessing this, right? It just does not seem fair."
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-03-22 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
He wrinkles his nose, because while it is technically true, he still doesn't like it now! He doesn't like to get off without making sure Jyn does too, and if he does it three times for her instead of once, it's fine! It placates him a little to think about using his hands, but he still stresses and worries she might not actually be ready for that. Not that he needs any kind of sex with her, but she wants it, so he is willing. Overthinking sex?? Yes of course he is Cassian Andor, he overthinks everything. "That was another time entirely," he mumbles. It isn't related to now!!

He watches her with a very fond smile after she smacks his ass and leaves, stealing one more look at his sleeping baby before he slips from the room. He doesn't want to completely ruin whatever the mood is by getting distracted by their infant.

"Why would I ever pick the bedroom when you have just put Mateo in there?" Come on, Jyn. "We do not have a lot of other options beyond the couch."
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-04-06 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
A guestroom with a mattress without any sheets yet, so while he supposes technically it's an option, he is disregarding it. It's not like much of their house is set up fully yet, but at least the living room has a semblance of cozy.

His face melts at the way she looks at him, smile softening even if she calls him the fuck out. "Do I even need to answer that?" It's fine, he can drag himself too. He reaches out for her hand because he wants to hold her hand!! Even if more is on the way eventually. "I want you to know that I am only agreeing to this and have decided on the couch because I love you."
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-05-18 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Cassian likes all the little comfortable touches between them. They're so natural now that he doesn't always realize it, but he does now simply because he's so hypersensitive to her touch.

He just huffs out a quiet laugh that's more like a sigh, letting her trail kisses over his face too. It's always weird for him to just accept attention and affection, but Jyn has always... made it easier. He wants her to know that all his reluctance isn't related to her.

"I already agreed to indulge you," he says, his voice just as low as hers as he settles his hands at her waist. "You have always made it easier for me to just let you take care of me like that, even when I am having doubts."
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[personal profile] evasives 2020-05-31 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
There's always that tiny, lingering bit of reluctance both before and after he agrees, but Jyn has indeed gotten very good at distracting him sufficiently, at making him feel like it's okay to let go. He's allowed to give himself over to her, and after all these years, he has to admit it has gotten a little easier. The first touch of her lips and he's gone, he surrenders.

He's never particularly noisy or loud, but the grunts and groans come easily under her mouth; by the time Jyn finishes him off on the couch, he lets out his own eager moan that sounds a lot like her name. He turns into jelly and just lays there when she pulls back, though he idly waves his hand out for hers, always wanting at least that tiny bit of connection.

He peers down at her after a moment, breath coming in hard as he offers her the laziest, happiest smile, expression soft and only for her. "I love you. Come here."

Yes, it was good, his girlfriend is the best.