She needs to stop and back away and let Cassian move on with his life with the doctor she'd dreamed up for him, to be happy and fulfilled and safe with someone that isn't her because she'd made him unhappy with her selfishness.
But she can't. She is selfish and she doesn't think she's stupid anymore. She just watched her father die and she's going to find the other that she'd spent her whole like thinking was a bastard traitor who abandoned her because he cared more about the Empire than his daughter. She's lost so much, she wants to hold on to the one good thing in her life and Cassian was always the best.
It all happens so fast, too fast, it could almost be called an accident. Jyn's hand curls around the back of his neck, fingers cold as always as they get caught in his hair, the weight of her presses against him, and then she's kissing him, eyes squeezed shut. It could be an accident. She slipped and landed on his mouth, with her mouth.
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She needs to stop and back away and let Cassian move on with his life with the doctor she'd dreamed up for him, to be happy and fulfilled and safe with someone that isn't her because she'd made him unhappy with her selfishness.
But she can't. She is selfish and she doesn't think she's stupid anymore. She just watched her father die and she's going to find the other that she'd spent her whole like thinking was a bastard traitor who abandoned her because he cared more about the Empire than his daughter. She's lost so much, she wants to hold on to the one good thing in her life and Cassian was always the best.
It all happens so fast, too fast, it could almost be called an accident. Jyn's hand curls around the back of his neck, fingers cold as always as they get caught in his hair, the weight of her presses against him, and then she's kissing him, eyes squeezed shut. It could be an accident. She slipped and landed on his mouth, with her mouth.