It was this crushing societal expectation that we get married and have babies that we baptise because your uncle is a twat even though I don't know if I want to get married or have babies and if I DID I don't know if I would want them baptised because my mom was jewish but also organized religion is bullshit
And like everyone would expect me to take your last name like oh this name I've had for my entire life yeah I'll just throw it away
And I know YOU wouldn't expect any of that but it was so much and I panicked because what if I'm never ready for any of that! All I ever wanted to do was my job and I got that and people still think it's not enough and I hate it and I ahte that it hurt you
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It was this crushing societal expectation that we get married and have babies that we baptise because your uncle is a twat even though I don't know if I want to get married or have babies and if I DID I don't know if I would want them baptised because my mom was jewish but also organized religion is bullshit
And like everyone would expect me to take your last name like oh this name I've had for my entire life yeah I'll just throw it away
And I know YOU wouldn't expect any of that but it was so much and I panicked because what if I'm never ready for any of that! All I ever wanted to do was my job and I got that and people still think it's not enough and I hate it and I ahte that it hurt you