We'll she says and he tries to stomp down on the flutter that rolls over his chest. The word makes it sound so easy, when it's clearly not. "What if I am too distracted?"

Impossible, because he's too hyperaware, but that's probably the crux of his guilt about having people over for the night. Maybe that's why it felt easier with Jyn. She'd understand.

He doesn't answer her right away. He hasn't seen her in years, he doesn't know everything that's different. He does know that he does not agree. "I never thought you were a shitty person." They are both full of poor decisions, or they wouldn't have broken up in the first place. But he's never thought she was a bad person for it. "Why are you trying to convince me that I do not want you around?"