Jyn shakes her head, brushing off the assurance that he wasn't keeping his daughter a secret, from her especially. "It's not like I ever called or wrote or did anything besides send Abeulita Christmas cards even though she hates me."
(The cruel part of Jyn's brain sounds like Cassian's grandmother, even if she has always been kind to Jyn and always sent a card in return once she had Jyn's address. She never wanted Abeulita to be disappointed in her and then she broke up with her grandson because he wanted to serve his country to pay for college and Jyn assumed the disappointment without it ever being voiced to her.)
"I'm sorry I turned out to be such a sh-- garbage friend that I didn't even realize you had a girlfriend or boyfriend or both or whatever, much less a child. You're next in line." Way to deflect there, she gestures to the empty counter. Part of her debates whether she should bolt out the door when he moves to orders. She decides that she will have some fucking dignity instead.
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(The cruel part of Jyn's brain sounds like Cassian's grandmother, even if she has always been kind to Jyn and always sent a card in return once she had Jyn's address. She never wanted Abeulita to be disappointed in her and then she broke up with her grandson because he wanted to serve his country to pay for college and Jyn assumed the disappointment without it ever being voiced to her.)
"I'm sorry I turned out to be such a sh-- garbage friend that I didn't even realize you had a girlfriend or boyfriend or both or whatever, much less a child. You're next in line." Way to deflect there, she gestures to the empty counter. Part of her debates whether she should bolt out the door when he moves to orders. She decides that she will have some fucking dignity instead.