He purses his lips, trying desperately not to look at her, because he knows whatever expression on her face will be a temptation of some kind. He doesn't want to offer her comfort when his chest still feels like it's bleeding. "You don't get to use me for anything inside your head. You left."
The ship hums. Cassian wants to be on Jedha. He wants to pretend he doesn't go cold at the thought of her leaving all over again, even though he knew it'd be the case the moment Jyn Erso's name was floating in conjecture with finding her father. "I never expected you'd stay longer than that to begin with."
She leaves or stays and it's all going to hurt again in the end anyway, so he just needs to remember to suck it up and deal with it. K2 be damned.
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He purses his lips, trying desperately not to look at her, because he knows whatever expression on her face will be a temptation of some kind. He doesn't want to offer her comfort when his chest still feels like it's bleeding. "You don't get to use me for anything inside your head. You left."
The ship hums. Cassian wants to be on Jedha. He wants to pretend he doesn't go cold at the thought of her leaving all over again, even though he knew it'd be the case the moment Jyn Erso's name was floating in conjecture with finding her father. "I never expected you'd stay longer than that to begin with."
She leaves or stays and it's all going to hurt again in the end anyway, so he just needs to remember to suck it up and deal with it. K2 be damned.