"Do you know how many times I have tried to tell myself that?" It was a mantra, and it worked for a while. But the galaxy took and took and left him with nothing, not even Jyn. They finally won, but Cassian thinks he might have lost himself in the process.

He misses her hands as soon as she lets go, feeling a little wobbly on his feet. Standing, walking, right. He's got to do that.

His eyes are drawn to her hands, especially when she moves them. He knows what she's implying, and he's sure he has a lot of questions but the first one is just -

"Are you okay?"

He missed all of it. Maybe it took a real physical toll on her.