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jyn ✧ (ง •̀_•́)ง ✧ erso ([personal profile] realists) wrote in [community profile] ohnofeelstho2017-04-02 02:39 am
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-10 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
It's not like he dried odd in those few minutes, but the water pours down and Cassian is freshly soaked, drawn to the way it makes everything plaster to Jyn too. It hugs the shape of her and despite the chill of the rain, he feels warm.

He frowns for a second, the way her expression sort of falters and it pit's a pause on his own intentions. "Is it too much? Are you tired?" She's very powerful but her strength can be exhausting too, he knows that all too well.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-10 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
He shoots her A Look when the thunder cracks, narrowing his eyes. "I am allowed to worry about you."

But it's heavier rain now, even less of a chance for anyone to see. Cassian scoots himself a little closer, knees hitting her legs. He squeezes her hand and lifts the other to brush some of her bangs aside, but then he leaves his hand on the side of her face. His heart thumps hard and he wonders if she can hear it. "Can I -" he pauses. "Is this okay?"
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-10 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He definitely absolutely is, and nothing she says will ever stop him from worrying after her.

It's much easier to see her when she messes with the water between them, and he wonders if it should make him nervous, but instead it just helps him be sure. He shakes the hair from his eyes a little and blinks away the water, things that would be less dramatic if he just used his hand, but he doesn't want to stop touching her.

"Okay," he says, decisional. And then without thinking about it anymore, he channels what's probably Jyn's influence and follows that instinct to kiss her. He leans in at enough of a pace to give her time to stop him, but when she doesn't, he finds her mouth and presses his lips against hers.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
It's like a wave crashes over him when she kisses back, when she grabs his shirt, when they meet and fit together with an ease he's never felt before. There's a happy thrill, cutting straight through him and he starts to smile.

Then the world is literally shaking, the dock vibrating beneath him, but it's only when she jerks back that he does, blinking at her with surprise as the rain stops too. She falls forward against him, and Cassian lets out a long suffering sigh. She definitely did that, and it was definitely his fault, and he shouldn't feel smug about it, but he kind of does.

The campers in the area are looking around, some of them noticing Jyn slumped over and making the earthquake connection. He spots Bodhi hurrying over, having at some point disentangled from Hana.

With another heavy sigh and the tips of his ears painted red, Cassian shifts himself around and stands up with Jyn in his arms, not for the first, third, or even tenth time. Bodhi scampers out onto the dock and immediately launches into a thousand questions, following Cassian as he makes his way to cabin three.

"She just overexerted herself, you know how she is," he insists, but he's grateful for the extra pair of arms as Bodhi helps him get inside her cabin and settle her in bed. They chatter a little, Cassian studiously avoiding anything about what happened with Jyn and urging Bodhi to talk about Hana instead. It works for about ten minutes while they putter around the cabin. Bodhi hovers near the door after piling several sharks like a wall around Jyn, and Cassian hovers near her bed, trying to decide whether or not he should stay. She'll be fine, really, he's just torn on whether or not he wants to be there when she gets up.

He ushers Bodhi out the door with the advice of not keeping Hana waiting. If he leaves, Jyn might run away and avoid him. She definitely wanted to kiss him, but she does have a tendency to flee when she's nervous or scared. After a few more moments, he lets his feet carry him to one of the chairs and he picks up the giant stuffed shark already on it, tucking it under his arm as he settles in.

She has so many sharks. He doesn't completely fall asleep, but he does doze. A little bit.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
The second he hears her voice, he stumbles awake, sitting up a little straighter. He makes a face, loosening his grip on the shark - but he doesn't let it go.

Cassian looks over at her, with a sudden pit of worry in his gut. "So are you." Not as much as him, which he assumes is a Poseidon kid thing. Honestly she'd probably be totally dry by now if she hadn't totally wiped herself out. "You don't have any towels."

And all his other clothes are in his own cabin, obviously. He resists the urge to ask how she's feeling. For now.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
He can wear Bodhi's clothes. Cassian is a little taller and broader, but he's borrowed things from Bodhi in the past. She's offering someone else's stuff to wear, but he takes it as a good sign anyway, one that she doesn't want him to leave.

He fluffs the shark like a pillow, then throws it at her. "Maybe. I'll have to use one of the blankets to dry."
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
He scrunches his face up but catches the blanket, even if he doesn't move to dry off yet. It's definitely a very soft blanket. He appreciates the offer, especially in the face of all the unused ones.

Maybe it's the kiss that has him brave enough to answer the way he does. "I'm not sure I believe you."
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Well now out of sheer stubbornness he needs to just deal with whether she looks or not. "I've already sat here damp this long."

But he stands up, shaking out the blanket and glancing over it. He finds the only other trunk that looks touched and digs out Bodhi's sweatpants, then he gives her a look to turn around. "Should you really be doing anything like that anyway?"
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Cassian bristles but doesn't argue with her. At least she's in bed this time if she passes out again. Once her eyes are shut, he turns so his back is towards her, but at enough of an angle that he can glower if she peaks.

"He was here, but he went to find Hana again." He shucks his pants off, then his shirt too for good measure, before enveloping himself in the blanket and hanging it over his shoulders. It feels too - not weird, but off, if he just stood there carelessly, which makes no sense because they've gone swimming together before. Twisting his shirt, he starts to wring it out. "Okay." Translation: pants are gone.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
It never stops being strange when she whips around the moisture like that. He peers at her and finds himself relaxing when he sees she isn't looking, ducking his head away to pull on Bodhi's sweatpants.

They hang lower on his waist than most of his own pants, and he opts for keeping the blanket on like a cloak since his shirt is still damp, and he's not going to ask her to dry that too.

"I don't know if he likes her as much as she likes him," he starts, making a face. "We'll have to talk to him about it, but he seems kind of excited." A beat. "You can look now."

The we isn't even a thought, coming out easily.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He meets her eyes peeking through her hands before she shuffles around to make room for him. It's pretty normal all things considered, but then he remembers he kissed her after she kissed him and his stomach flutters again.

It doesn't stop him from meandering over and sitting on her bed, keeping his legs over the side and his feet planted on the floor. Definitely not sprawled. "I don't think he's going to break her heart," he starts. "But has he ever mentioned her much to us before? If anything it's probably more of a fleeting crush than hers on him."
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-11 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Because he doesn't want you to intimidate them." It's okay, she doesn't have to say it out loud. Cassian knows. Just like he knows Bodhi probably hasn't told him much either because Cassian knows virtually everything about everyone in the camp and would ruin some of the mystery in crushes.

He looks at her when she nudges him, expression blank. Dryly: "What, you want me to lay down?"

How dare you call him out on his inability to relax like this.
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[personal profile] evasives 2017-04-12 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
It honestly isn't that unusual to sleep beside her. He just feels a little awkward thanks to both the kissing and his current lack of shirt - but he doesn't want that to make things outwardly awkward between them. Cassian recognizes he was kind of a grumpy asshole when he thought Jyn might leave, he's not about to risk their friendship for dumb reasons either.

So he shifts, pulling his legs on the bed and sliding up so he's next to her. He's doesn't lay down, but at least now he's using some of the sharks as a backrest instead of nothing. "The bed is still kind of wet."

Which is why he's not laying down yet. He just got (mostly) dry!
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